another day...

well..
aaj 1 baat admit kr rha hun...
i know a gal 4 last 4 yrs... though i see her many time, for last few months i think that i love her.

At one time she was very close to me.
But waqt badla aur achanak hum logon ki baat band ho gayi. Shayad meri kuchh galti thi...aur shayad main abhi bhi galat hun, ki main himmat nhi juta pa rha hun use kuchh kah paane ki...
what shall i do ye bahut mushkil ghadi hai coz abhi lamha chal rha hai.
Par kaun jaane kisi din bahut der ho chuki ho...
dua hai Ishwar se ki jaldi hi mujhe itni himmat de ki main usko commit kr paoon...